I am free. For once in my life I can say to the Universe that I am a free man and will always be a free as long as I remember not to put on the shackles that tie me to this material world.
Yes, I have had the chance at freedom all of my life, but I stupidly clinged to so many things I thought would bring me happiness. All I needed to do, I realize now, was to go within and find true happiness by letting go of all the things I believed were so important to me before.
This “awakening” manifested while I was opening my laptop computer and saw an image of the sun shining into a cellroom from outside of a prison. I was in that tiny little world of stone and concrete. I looked out from the cot attached to the prison wall and I sensed that freedom was just outside of that place.
Then it hit me. I could be contained within a cell in the depths of the earth in some far off country feeding on nothing but bread and water but still feel free. It all depends on the mind. Yes, it depends on the “control” of the mind. The ability to halt any and all negative thoughts as soon as they arise.
Hell, I don’t know where most of my thoughts come from.. Do you?
At least, that is what I learned about my thoughts n my studies of Buddhism. I also learned in second grade that the true Kingdom of God was within.But you can’t think about it, you can’t read about if from a book. You just gotta “feel” it like, you were able to do and still can do when being child-like and as pure as you were as you were back in the tender years of your life.
Anyone could find freedom and the Kingdom of God by simply easing into the stillness, the silence that exists for us wherever we go whenever we want to go their.
Freedom of thoughts and desires with a compassionate love for all sentient beings outside of oneself is the ticket to Nirvana. I can reach paradise by simply halting my ego’s grasp on my “mind made-up world” that’s really just an illusion and simply “be.”
Yes, be in the freedom of the present moment. Right now.
Right as I type these letters making up these words on this make-believe page in front of me. Right now from the Chesapeake Bay, the “Eastern Shore” here in Maryland as I take in the luscious sun at 7 am along with a wonderful song bird who has greeted me and anyone else within his chirping range.
Heaven on Earth. The Pure land for the pure of heart without the thoughts and desires of the United States, the European Union or the USSR. They’re all made up really. They are labels we give to guide us in our waking hours to keep our minds busy and on track to what we believe are the important things in life.
Today, people of all lands and all religious beliefs can find their freedom by simply foregoing their small selves and tapping into that free self, the true self inside.