Fell head over heals in love the past few weeks. Didn’t want to do it. Had always got “hurt” in relationships, knowing from the start they’d come to an end one day. Love seemed to change that way. To peter out. End not with a “bang,” but with a “whimper.”
This time it’s different. This time, there’ll be no hurt, no sorrowful break-up. No regrets. This time, I’m going all out!
Love came to me without a notice. No bells rang, no trumpets sounded. Did not sense Its powerful allure until It gently helped to open my eyes. Love lifted me from my base surroundings, my material World, and helped me soar higher to a Place where only souls awaiting a living and breathing Life congregate for a new beginning.
Life with You. And in You. And of You.
And, I need not a “physical presence” to Love You. I can but close my eyes. Feel the “touch of ease” Love brings. Like a soft breeze. One with a scent of flowers. Cooling on a summer day with birds flying by singing a welcome to all Nature. There, I find rest from the toils of my day. A rest inYou. In Love. Was Your Love always there for me? How did I miss It? Why have I been unable to see It until now? Until, I quit fooling myself . . . believing I’d find that joy and happiness “out there.” In the World. In the home, the car, the computer programming. It wasn’t in my schooling, the knowledge I thought would set me free. Nor was it in the power, the fame, the good name I tried to obtain through one career after another I seem to take on — writing, organizing, lawyering. I thought I’d find it in my religion, my family, my earth-restricted dreams.
No, no. It was only in the Loving, the pure unadulterated unconditional Love you manifested in me from within me. Love For You. For Me. For Everyone.
You, are my Beloved. You’re my hero. You’re my Savior. You are my God.
You’re not so bad for being the Creator of All Things, by the way. Including my sense of humor at a moment like this.
You love me. Sick jokes and all. You always have loved me; always will. And, all I have to do to be like You, is to make small corrections in myself. Whittle away at my “Self.” Let go of the ego self and take on the God Self. What’s that You say? We all have the ability? We can put faith over reason and actually see the proof in our daily lives? Become altruistic like you to be like you, to fulfill the dream You instantaneously saw at the moment of our Creation? To come to you with free will strengthened by the trials we faced (are facing) in Life, knowing You would offer the “buffer,” the Love to soften the rough times we see as our worst calamities, our worst losses, our worst fears?
Thank You, My Almighty One. Good to know You’ll be there for me. That I’ll always have You to turn to. And, I don’t mind sharing You with a few others here on Earth. Really I don’t! OK. Make that a few billion others here. If they can only open themselves to You, that is, open to Your Love. Let’s give them 6,000 years to “correct” themselves, is what You revealed in the Kaballah a few thousands of years ago. By Your Count, we have until the Year 2240 to “get corrected, give or take a few months. But, who’s counting when one is truly in Love?